My girlfriend had paid sex with a thai boy. Sketches, which I draw into my diary in 2007 during our holidays in Thailand, while my German girlfriend had her first paid sex with a thai money boy behind a "please-do-not-disturb"-door in the Golden Palace Hotel, Bangkok. Being excluded and desperate jealous, I imagined how THEY had their great fun. Drawing these sketches and later going public with my unthinkable, stressful and humiliating experience, helped me a lot to cope with the situation emotionally.